its been a week of ups and downs.. had a good start cos of dinner with kehui and elaine (: but sophia couldnt make it grr.

but its been a tough week emotionally haha i think i cry too easily >< feli i've already done it once after i said i wouldnt but so far im still keeping it up! are you are you? :D hahaha.

oh and leoleo i just found out that justin and zz are in the same platoon haha okay maybe i should tell you on msn i dont know if you read my blog!!

trying to plan birthday dinner for vivian but abit hard haha nvm shall keep trying everyone please reply my smses thankyouverymuch.

should meet the sec4 girls soon they never fail to make me laugh!

and gen everytime i talk to you online we always get cut off ):

hello yiyi hahah didnt see you online today im still waiting for my clothes to arrive (: thanks for being the bestest friend/companion when im at work!! <3 talk to you soon!!

manda i'll try to go on gmail chat every day haha :D talk to me when youre bored at work!!

interviews yesterday were okay i dont really want to say much about it but im glad i got to meet new people my age haha :D

okay this has been such a unique post goodnight everyone have a good week ahead! oh and im very happy with myself today cos what i did today made up for the lack of exercise over the past week haha.

omg guess what. i told my mum about the shopping ban and my mum is actually proud of HIM ): sighhhh hahah okay nevermind time to start saving up for contacts!

HELLO (: (:

i got a dress today! hahaha thanks yiyi feli leoleo and manda <3 i tried it on and my parents said its nice yayyyy (:

oh but speaking of clothes, as i told sheryl, im on a justin-imposed shopping hiatus in april! hahah all because i was dumb enough to tell him about my new purchases ): oh butttttt i want a new belt!! hahahaha can la can la :D

kids are really cute! when theyre not screaming that is. hahaha i think it'll be so fun to tell them stories, cos just now when we were in kino we witnessed a story-telling session and those kids were so inquisitive! and on the train back there was a very cute little boy with his dad sitting right opposite and i felt like hugging him!! hahaha okay it sounds so wrong that im posting this here.

as you can see im not really thinking about what im saying but just mentioning random thoughts! so my last random thought for now before i go back to apps is.. JER WENYU FUNGS LORRAINE WE MEET SOON OKAY STOP LETTING WENYU DIGRESS DURING CONVOS!! haha.

apparently filling up applications puts me in a blogging mood! haha but anyway i finally summoned up enough courage to submit my nus form cos i had to force myself to decide! anddddd i eventually decided to just do a single degree instead of trying for the double because i see that many of my nearest and dearest are worried that i'll be stressed >< and erm from past experiences, stress and i do not get along too well so im gonna heed their advice! so now that its done, i will not regret (: life's too short for that! instead i'll look at the endless possibilities ahead of me, such as applying for a double degree at the end of the first year if im looking for a challenge, maybe a double major or perhaps just leaving things as they are and going for an mba eventually! see all these things i can do (: that decision didnt cast my life in stone! anddddd now i have the freedom to be kaypo (as my mum would say) whenever i like cos i shouldnt be too busy! so yay here's to an exciting and fulfilling uni life :D yay i see someone just signed in so i'll stop here! (:

ohoh yes and i was telling my sis some time ago that if i have time in uni i'll try to volunteer at some place to teach pri school math! (: (: exciting right anyone wants to join me? i miss models :D:D:D the rectangular kind la.

i need an essay powerhouse to teach me how to write essays very fast and very well! cos right now i can write but i never satisfy myself ): and if i satisfy myself i dont feel like im satisfying the question. like that how! and i dont want to take leave to do my apps cos it'll be abit paiseh especially when i start taking more leave eventually for interviews and stuff. actually i think i need inspirationnnnn.

and feli my eyes are popping out too gosh. 30-45 mins more and i better submit my application. COMEON!!

HAHAH everyone please check this out :
http://www.loveletterbox.com/meaning_of_roses.htm

anywayyyy i had a great 19th birthday!! (: (: hahah mostly cos of the people who rmbed! and of course because some people made the day even more special! likeeee my family and justin heehee cant wait to go out with the various people for dinners! (: okay which reminds me i need to find a place for dinner with the sec4 girls! ohoh yes and the colleagues of course!! hahahah amazingly they found out it was my birthday and they got me a cake!! and the ladies gave me chocs while the boss gave me a gift :D

yup okay so thank you:
family justin zhiwen jings john wenyu leoleo kehui andrea yinghui barney gen viv kenny gugu manda addy jer elaine charlenetan yuanz weiyuan chengjie yiyi grace feli wench youkai fungs nicolette yingbo mrlim ashvin joseph sheryl eugene seet mrow belinda yuhyiing sophie angel kim! <3 all of you to bitsssss (:

okay now i need to go find a place for dinner before i forget!! seeyou girls soon :D

i do believe there's a higher being out there (: thank you for watching over me!

its been a good week and i got to meet kehui addy and jer for dinner on wednesday! (: we had fun looking retarded at vivo hahah. love you guys! the next few weeks should be exciting!