Saturday, April 25, 2009

im actually getting used to blogging at livejournal! hahah. anyway.. today's been quite a nice day! (: despite being sick and all. haha cos justin came over to visit me (: though i told him he should stay as far away as he can to avoid the germs haha. yep so even though he didnt bring the promised fruits & chocs (haha i was kidding okay!! my parents didnt mind and neither did i!), he was a very welcome guest! (: and i think my parents thought i was abusing him la haha though his parents probably think that he abuses me when im at his place :D yay okay and im in the midst of recovering, just hoping that i didnt infect anyone!!

speaking of being sick, i think it affected my dinner mood on thurs ): ): which was a very huge pity cos i finally got to see kehui+addy+jer at the same timeee ): so i was feeling really miserable cos i couldnt really talk properly haha and couldnt laugh properly also. sigh haha. nevermind there'll be other times!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

gosh talk about feeling old! friends i saw a photo album of our junior class on facebook. and its not even the 2009 batch, its the 2010 batch. haha yes they are 10SO3F!! ohman haha i miss being in jc ):

Sunday, April 19, 2009

omg i just have to blog about this. and this is not the way i told my sis i'd start my post but NEVERMIND. just need to get the point across.

just now we met the BIGGEST ASSHOLE EVER!! like wth i wanted to throw smth in his face or get out of the car and punch him but obviously i'd die if he punched me back so that wasnt done. and at that point in time i was thinking it'd be nice if justin was there HAHA. but anyway okay lets get to the point.

he made my blood pressure boil. from the beginning it was never yours. we were there since before you entered the carpark, and NO ONE just waits in such a weird position with the signal lights ON okay? whats that lousy excuse about being in the wrong direction. maybe if you hadnt positioned your car such that you could enter the space the moment the other person left, you wouldnt have had the chance to insert your car the way you did. the reason why we were in that direction was cos my dad wanted to make his point. otherwise we would be following the bloody arrow direction. the car was turned cos you pissed us off. if you had driven off and left the space to us the arrow direction wouldnt be of your concern. and just cos we were polite enough not to do what you did and simply barge into the space doesnt mean we can be bullied. so you think you have a wife and a kid you're damn good? let me tell you smth. if theres anything that matters most in my life, its the RELATIONSHIPS i have with people. the way you bullied my dad was more than enough to make me want to give you a tight slap. come on think about it my dad is at least 20 years older than you. what sort of upbringing did you have to treat elders with such disrespect! we decided to forget about it cos such an ass is just not worth our time and energy and my parents were so pissed that my sis and i were super scared. but you know, such unreasonable people are just not worth our time. plus its not like that was the only space in the whole place. its just that its damn hard to find a parking lot and we've been waiting long enough. BUTTTTTTT just forget about the parking lot, that isnt crucial. plus i wouldnt want my daddy's car to be in the space you TAINTED with your presence. think about what sort of example youre setting for your kid. you're his role model, he's gonna be like you. taking whats not yours? being rude to others? being disrespectful to others? acting like a road bully? or maybe i should say BEING a road bully. insisting that youre in the right when you were definitely wrong? anyone who looked at this situation from an objective point of view would agree with me. i mean even the lady who left the parking lot was so pissed with you. she knew that we had been waiting there and we didnt even like hurry her or anything cos we knew she had lots of stuff to pack. and you reduced the amount of space she had to turn out of the parking lot. i dont think its fair to say that i hope you get your just desserts in future, cos obviously you thought that you were right. but wheres the courtesy and wheres the graciousness? it wouldnt be nice to say that i hope your kid grows up and doesnt respect you the same way you dont respect others. cos what will be will be. i just hope that he wont grow up to be a nuisance to society like SOMEONE. and insisting that you are right when you are certainly wrong. unprincipled. selfish. pompous. what more can i say!!

okay for everyone who doesnt understand what im talking about, basically we met this guy in a carpark, and he STOLE our space from us. its not that i think we werent in the wrong at all cos if he refused to listen to logic, my preferred approach would have been to walk away. but to each his own so everyone just reacts differently. but my dad was at first waiting for the lady to leave so that he could move forward, then reverse into the space cos if he moved forward right from the start he would have been blocking her way out like the aforementioned person! then this idiot came from the other direction about 10 mins from the time we started waiting and started waiting for the space. at first we thought he was waiting for the lady to turn out then he could turn, but no! we thought too highly of him. what he did was to step on his accelerator once the car started moving, such that he was tailgating her car just so that he could get into the space. in such a case, there was no way my dad's car could have entered the space. so my dad turned his car such that their windows were side by side so that he could talk. and my dad told him "i believe i was here first so the space should be mine" and the guy was like "oh but im in the space what you want me to do". talk about being unreasonable right! yeah and the rest isnt worth mentioning cos he was just. infuriating. but well forgive and forget. i doubt i'll forgive cos he totally annoyed my parents and THAT annoyed me. but i'll forget one day (:

Saturday, April 18, 2009

i havent abandoned this blog! its just inconvenient to blog here at work. plus i dont think theres the option of only locking a few entries!

im very proud of him!!! <3

in my ideal world, we wouldnt have to experience the challenge of being apart for 3-5 years. i dont mean apart in the sense like i see him once a week, which is little enough. but apart in the sense that i have to catch a plane and cross oceans + seas + alot of land if i want to see him (and vice versa of course)! because im confident in his abilities, i think its gonna happen. haha and i wont want to hold him back! soooo i guess we'll get to experience this ultimate test. hahah its not just about him, nor is it about me. but anything that happens will affect us both. but i believe it'll all work out cos ultimately its a question of trust, love and faith. so we will get through it together! (:

seems abit weird to say anything else in this entry so im leaving it as it is! haha goodnight everyone!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

i dont have anything to say today!! hahaha other than.. IM NOT A SHOPAHOLIC HAHA :D anddddd im happy this weekend!! (:

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

hello!! hahaha just wanted to let everyone know that i'll be blogging at
http://justsmilewithme.livejournal.com
when im at work or just occasionally. but this will still be my main blog though one day im gonna move for real! but yeah anyway in the event that i lock some entries one day, you guys can just add me and i'll probably add you back! yay its 10pm!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

just now i realised that once you're upset, i'd do anything i possibly could just to make you smile again.
anyway i meant every word i said okay? <3

okay yet another week is over! hahaha my room is very hot i need aircon but nevermind remote control is too far away! this week has been a good week friends-wise cos i got to catch up with many and talk to many through msn/gmail chat <3 and i got to meet justin!! (: (:

highlight of the week was fencing camp. its been ages since ive had such fun! hahah though it was really tiring and all that, but i felt that it was really a wonderful experience doing all this again. its like you watch the same traditions get passed down from year to year, but the way each batch takes things is completely different cos of the varying personalities so you get the result of their interactions with one another! yup anyway im very proud of my juniors in one way or another so i hope that raffles fencing will flourish forever and ever!! :D despite any setbacks that you guys might have, rmb that we're always united cos of a common interest and a common goal (: fencing in rj must live strong!! but the happiest part must have been seeing people like barney, elaine, jac, charlene, szeyen and cheryl cos i really havent seen them for ages! and of course staying over with addy <3 you dearie!! oh and i musnt forget my beloved friends jer lorraine wenyu and fungs!! omg hahah fencing exco would have been nothing without you guys, seriously. the fun we have together and how we can laugh at one another so easily is simply amazing!!

so you can see that im happily recalling the last two days but monday its back to work again grr. always look on the bright side of lifeeeee da dum da dum.. :D seeya all!