i havent abandoned this blog! its just inconvenient to blog here at work. plus i dont think theres the option of only locking a few entries!

im very proud of him!!! <3

in my ideal world, we wouldnt have to experience the challenge of being apart for 3-5 years. i dont mean apart in the sense like i see him once a week, which is little enough. but apart in the sense that i have to catch a plane and cross oceans + seas + alot of land if i want to see him (and vice versa of course)! because im confident in his abilities, i think its gonna happen. haha and i wont want to hold him back! soooo i guess we'll get to experience this ultimate test. hahah its not just about him, nor is it about me. but anything that happens will affect us both. but i believe it'll all work out cos ultimately its a question of trust, love and faith. so we will get through it together! (:

seems abit weird to say anything else in this entry so im leaving it as it is! haha goodnight everyone!